"i can't stand it anymore. i just can't, its ripping me from inside out.
why?! why can't we go back to what we were before?!! is an apology not enough?!what else do you want me to do?! i'll do anything, please... i'm so sorry. please...forgive me. your face haunts my dreams, my mind wanders in class,
thinking of ways to make up to you. i know well how long you can keep a grudge,
so how long do you intend to keep mine? half a year? one year? (censored part to protect privacy) i don't understand, you know full well what you do to me yet you avoid me like plague. i wake up from that nightmare with tears streaming down my
cheeks, and feeling my soul being ripped to pieces. those fleeting memories of
happiness slowing fading away with time. life could not be any worse. i know i'm
being very childish with my feelings but thats just who i am... i'm sorry, can't
we be friends again? just friends to just talk and laugh with you will make me
more contented than ever. i was selfish before, taking my jokes too far without
thinking of your feelings. i'm sorry, you told me not to apologize anymore, but
you never seemed to have forgiven me. i'm sorry. please. forgive my ignorance. "

this is by far the most emo post i've read. and its coming from someone who matters dammmmnnnnn alot to me. and damn, does it upset me.